embrace positivity

Every time I write on my blog and write poetry, it helps me to express myself of course but it soothes me also. The point of this blog is to help others and I didn't realize this blog is helping me out also.  I'm not a therapist by all means but hopefully what I went through and what I'm going through presently will help people out. This makes me joyful and I will continue to do what makes me joyful. Do what makes you joyful even if people don't understand it or won't understand it!! People will persecute you for doing You and I say, keep doing You and You will prevail . Have a joyous occasion everyday. What is your therapy?

 Keep fighting . The days will become clearer each day.   Keep fighting because you will receive the glory when you keep fighting . Keep fighting, keep fighting, keep fighting!! I know it's hard but it will get better.  I wanted to give up the fight along time ago but that's when God came into a dream of mine and He reached out His hand after I fell, He helped me up and said don't worry, it will get better!! Then eventually it did. My life wasn't picture perfect then and today my life isn't perfect picture but I thank God for this life. Even though I stumble and fall, I get up and dust myself off. I keep fighting and that is the key. Sometimes when I get low, that dream that I dreamed about gets me high. Also, the experiences that I encounter and the experiences I will be encountering makes me look forward to the next day. Whatever You are going through, destroy that negative shit!! May God bless You all!!

I watched Instant Family s tarring Mark Wahlberg and Rose Byrne and it touched my heart. I'm not going to start a family anytime soon but when I do it's going to be an epic family with a whole of personalities. My family is going to have a lot of twists and turns but the Starks household will keep afloat. Nothing will stop me from having a family. When I was a pre-teen, I went to a doctor and the doctor said if I have a child, that child may have Joubert Syndrome. The doctor drew blood and he said it's a lot of factors that are involved. My friend asked me if I was going to adopt and I told him I didn't know. This is going to be a complicated decision I have to make but I have time, I'm not worried about it.  But if I do decide to have a baby the natural way, the child may or may not have Joubert Syndrome. If the child has Joubert Syndrome, I know it will be more obstacles for him or her to overcome but I will teach him or her the ways that I learned from myself a

I don't like when people put other people in boxes. Men, women and children are not the same. For example, all men don't just want to have sex, some could want positive conversations with the woman or women they are involved with too. Life isn't all about sex but sex is definitely part of life. All women are not weak ( physically & mentally) and sensitive. I'm sensitive and I'm a young man. The woman's division in WWE are stone cold fighters and they are definitely not weak. I wouldn't want to step into the ring with them, they would tear me to shreds. All children don't cry when they fall. I guess children are a hit or miss when it comes to this but anyways I saw this child hit the floor face first on a wooden waxed floor and he didn't cry at all. When he got up from the floor, he kept it moving with his daily activities. I guess what I'm saying is don't let people put you in a box, step outside of that box or boxes. Don't conform

I remember one day in high school a senior told me to get up on stage. I was in a program called African American Scholars, it's a program for students who are African American who have good grade point averages. Anyways, the senior called me up and it was another student who came up and we had to debate whether Lebron James was greater than Kobe Bryant. I was so scared, I hesitated and I froze. I couldn't speak, I mumbled actually. Anyways, I didn't have the Self Confidence back then but I do have that now. On one of my Instagram posts, I was explaining I was so scared reciting poetry one night because it was an open mic and a poetry slam. The conclusion was that I did it and that's what matters. I care about how the audience perceives my poetry but getting up on the stage is something surreal. When I read my poetry I have power. Every word of my poetry has power!! It took me along time to gain Self Confidence within myself. I can say that family, friends and peopl