embrace positivity

When a girl didn't like me in the boyfriend and girlfriend kinda way, m y parents told me that there are other fish in the sea but I didn't like that saying when I was younger and I still don't like the saying. I don't like that saying because I was focusing on one girl and to me, the other girls didn't matter at the current moment or those moments. I still looked at other girls but at the same time, I was thinking of that one girl and she was on my mind everyday. It just happened like that. It might seem crazy to you guys but it's the truth. I know I wear my heart on my sleeve and that's ok with me. Wearing my heart on my sleeve can come with advantages and disadvantages I guess but I don't think I would want it any other way. I have my heart in my body and also on my sleeve. I'm interesting and one of a kind. I will always have my heart in different areas in my life and different places on/in my body. Have a heart always!!

When I say I love you I mean that shit!! There are different kinds of love: 1.  Eros- represents the idea of sexual passion and desire, 2. Philia- involves friendship,  3. Storge- involves family and familiarity, 4. Ludus- involves the early stage of love, 5. Mania- being in love obsessively ( think about any lifetime movie lol), 6.  Pragma- Love that keeps going, 7. Philautia- Caring for others type of love, and  8. Agape- Unconditional love (you don't expect anything in return). I think I have a little bit of these different kinds of love within me. Some people might show love differently than others. When I was in college, my friend always told me that his family doesn't care about him and I always told him that his family does care for him. They might show love in a different way but love is definitely there. Maybe when some  people can't express love in a natural way, they weren't loved themselves when they were younger. The keyword is maybe.   These different