embrace positivity

 Lately, I developed an ideology or comfortability to not say fuck you to people when I get into serious arguments. Honestly, I haven't really said fuck you in arguments, but I have thought about it, but my thinking is that God made everybody on this earth and if you say fuck you in arguments that means you are slapping God in the face. I'm sticking to my guns when I say God made everybody on this earth because this is my belief and you guys can believe what you want to believe. Anyways, I believe you can say fuck you in playful ways as well. For example, if you are with your buds, having a light conversation about which girl is most attractive in high school and one guy says one girl is more attractive than another girl and one of the other guys disagrees and he says fuck you, no she's not and that's ok. I have to get my mind right and if I don't get my mind all the way right, let me get my mind partially right along my wellness journey (lol). I just wanted to shar

Happy 30th birthday to me!! I know it's after midnight but shit, let my birthday be extended til Martin Luther Jr. King Day. But on a serious note, I thank God for another year on His green planet. I thought about what I want to accomplish long and short term within myself. What came to mind was to grow and prosper continually without ceasing. Of course, I'm going to make some mistakes through the process of growing and prospering (I'm not talking about money) but that's just life.  Also, I want to continue to be patient with myself and hopefully others around me can be patient with me as well. For my professional life, I want to do some more background acting. that shit is fun!! I'm going to continue to read poetry and stories from different authors/poets to continue to develop my OWN writing style. In conclusion, all of this is about me developing and/or continuing a journey within myself and in the outside world.  ⟵ My dad's face: I can't believe I have

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! I don't make new year's resolutions because I don't keep the promises that I make myself. Since I don't have resolutions, I have new insights that I want to discover and explore whether it's on a big or small scale. For example, on a small scale, I was in a grocery store during the 2022 holiday season, I picked up some flavored water that I haven't noticed so I decided to buy the drink which is called Shine Water  ( https://www.shinewater.com/ )   and I fancy the taste. On the big scale, in 2022 I discovered within myself when everything was said and done, I should've controlled my emotions better dealing with my previous employer. I also discovered in 2022, I have to say NO sometimes dealing with my previous employer (shoutout to the co-worker who told me that) because I used to stay longer than my shift requires because the upper management needed people.  In 2023, I'm going to continue to discover and explore within myself,