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A crutch is something that we are dependent on all of the time. At least, I had a crutch. My crutch was my disability, Joubert Syndrome. At first I thought I had ocular motor apraxia but I found out later, the doctors misdiagnosed my disability. I had more symptoms than ocular motor apraxia. Anyways, I've always made my disability an excuse for not being able to do stuff. For example, I tried to open the window but it wasn't opening. I told my mom it wasn't working and this is true but at the same time I was barely trying. I was making my disability an excuse and that wasn't cool at all!! This was one example. It wasn't until the end of my junior year of my high school career I stopped using my disability as an excuse and I started living!! If you are having a crutch in your life, stop it because on the long run it will be hard to eliminate that dependability. Regardless if you have a disability or not don't make excuses for the things that you think you can...

Ever since I've broken my fibula some people have been saying may you have a speedy covery and I know those certain people don't mean any harm, they care about me!!  But at the same time, God will work it out on His own time. God is healing my broken ankle as I write this post. It's not on my timing, it's definitely on His timing. When it comes to me I want to handle everything by myself and I know I can't so I just need to cast my worries and troubles upon God and let Him handle it all. This is not only about my broken ankle, it can be concerned with anything.  God is a part of my life and I will always go to him for advice. It's been always hard for me to ask for help and advice. But people need help always, we can't do it all by ourselves!! Have faith in God, Confucius, Dao, Buddha or anyone you believe in. Ask for spiritual guidance.  

The reason I write on my blog is to inspire people through my experiences and hopefully they will gain some perspective from my experiences and live the best life they possibly can. I wouldn't  of thought of this blog if it wasn't for my one of my former communications Professor, Mr. Sheridan. I was in a New Media class and for an assignment we had to create a blog with whatever content we wanted. When the year was over, he said we could continue with our blogs or just delete them.  Obviously, I chose to keep my blog and continue writing. Maybe, I wouldn't of thought of writing a blog back then but maybe eventually. I'm glad that I stayed with it because I can create content that inspires me and at the same I inspire other people. In every post that I write about, I give you the honest and raw truth about myself and other experiences that I go through. If I'm not exploiting my true self to you guys, I don't want to exploit myself at all. I guess i...

Since I have a broken my fibula I'm laying up nowadays. I went to some family functions while this happened. Every family is different but my family is great. I don't mind hanging out with them before my injury, during my injury and after my injury. I like their conversations. Other people might be bored with their families but my family is a bunch of fun. Even though I can't walk like I want to right now, its a bright of fresh air to see family in a positive light. I would classify myself as a extrovert and I miss going out with my newly found friends in D.C. I miss house parties but those parties aren't equally insane as my college days (lol). I miss the intelligent conversations at the house parties. Most of the time I have to be confined to a bedroom because I have to rest my ankle. I feel like an introvert and its tearing me apart. When you like to be surrounded with people and then suddenly forced to stay isolated from everybody most of the time, it just s...

Love is a real emotion, not a fake emotion. Like I said in an earlier post, Love is painful and joyful. In order to experience Love we have to go through ups and downs. I haven't been in a relationship before and the girls that I wanted to pursue in the past, I always Loved them, the kind of Love I'm talking about is unconditional. I've always had bad luck with girls but the girls that I wanted to pursue, I always had unconditional Love for them, No matter what!! I guess you have to develop unconditional Love . I guess I developed unconditional Love because my parents showed other people that kind of Love and I watched and I adapted it. There are many other ways that people can develop unconditional Love . For example, a zookeeper can nurture a baby tiger by giving him/her milk. Anyways, I will always Love , I will Love hard. I would rather Love hard than hate hard. I know what my problem with girls is, my problem is that when I meet girls, I automatically want the...

I had a problem with kids dressing inappropriately for along time. For example, I was at my cousin's sweet sixteen party tonight. Everybody had to dress formal. Most of the people dressed formally. Some girls who dressed formally looked nice but there skirts were too short, too tight or the slit of the skirt was too short. Some girls actually dressed too grown in my opinion. I'm just wondering why the parents don't intervene. A second thought would be that the parents are at work and can't monitor their daughter's clothing decisions or they flat out just don't care. Wearing all of that revealing and so called sexy clothing can be confusing to an older gentlemen. I know this is just a sweet sixteen party but  I'm talking about overall too. Some girls can be sixteen or seventeen years old  and dress like they are twenty four or twenty five years old. Why can't some girls dress their age? I don't understand why some girls want to be grown so fas...

If you guys haven't seen The Bucket List starring Morgan Freeman and Jack Nicholson, I recommend that you guys see it because it's about experiencing life to it's full advantages. I don't know what all is on my bucket list but I know what my first wish and second wish is going to be. My first choice is to meet Kendall Jenner. I like her because she donated her presents to the children's hospital for one of  her birthday's. This was an episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians .  This is why I want to meet her, she made a selfless act, not a selfish act.  This is going to happen, maybe not in the near future but eventually!! I have Faith . My second choice is to go to the Galapagos Islands because I want to see all of the animals which live there. The first time I heard of the Islands I was in science in tenth grade. Charles Darwin was studying there because the animals were interesting. From that moment on I wante...